June 2011
I hate being here. I feel ridiculously lonely all the time.
I hate being a girl.
I really hate being an unattractive girl.
I hate being fat.
I hate being a good girl.
I hate being a loser.
I’m beginning to hate everything about myself that I thought made me a decent human being.
I hate everything about this place so much.
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A little problem
is that I really like someone but I’m clingy and horrible and awful and unwanted.
But that someone makes a majority of my stupid problems disappear for a bit, and makes me feel like someday, I can be really, honestly, truly happy.
I want to go back to Italy.
I think I’m going to finish the Tom Baker scarf today. Or soon.
Someone cheer me up. Please?
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belleinherbones:
the fall from you is a long way...
