I usually wanna talk about my relationship with anxiety because tbh I feel like it’s a problem a lot of people might have but aren’t aware of it??

Like usually unless whatever it is triggers a panic attack (which is rare for me) I just do what I feel like I can’t do and it’s this incredibly taxing process
And I thought EVERYONE felt like that until a therapist told me I had anxiety
Like even if I had a panic attack when I was a kid I would be like “oh I just feel bad” or “I’m a huge crybaby I guess” and that really carried over into being an adult

Like I guess I super-normalized my symptoms to the point where I could manage them openly but it’s SUPER rough. And I wonder how many people are like that and just hadn’t thought about anxiety ever

stablevertigo:

What I mean when I say “I can’t do that”- Anxiety Version:

  • I am unable to do that
  • I am too stressed out to do that
  • I cannot face the humiliation of attempting to do that
  • My body will physically not allow me to do that
  • I am on the verge of a panic attack
  • I cannot do that

What people hear:

  • I am unwilling to do that
  • I am just shy
  • I am overreacting
  • I am lazy
  • I need to get more experience in social situation to help my anxiety
  • I need a push
  • I don’t want to do that

Inspired by X

ludaluluds:

#happy #easter #octopus! 

ludaluluds:

#happy #easter #octopus! 

echoesofoswin:

leonkuwatastonguepiercing:

mukuroikusabaka:

finish this sentence: m

y body craves for the touch of mashed potatoes, the soft white flesh of the vegetable sliding over my body. i havent slept in fifteen days. only the beautiful rapturous gooey white semi solid plant matter inspires me to continue living. sometimes i like to imagine that the mashed potatoes have accepted me as their loving partner. oh can i dream.

What the actual fuck

Woman:I'm smart
Patriarchy:Well you're probably ugly then
Woman:I'm creative
Patriarchy:You mean unattractive right?
Woman:I have all these incredible accomplishments
Patriarchy:Yeah but look how ugly you looked doing them
Woman:I have value
Patriarchy:Not if you're ugly lol
Woman:I'm conventionally-attractive & posted selfies on my blog
Patriarchy:I'm so sick of these empty-headed chicks only caring about their looks. Just because you are attractive and get attention from men doesn't mean you are special or deserve respect. Why don't you read a book or do something productive with your life you dumb slut

hypnoticlandscape:

daniel ablitt

teganfeatsara:

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON

searchforelysium:

fujisalci:

therealdestructables:

I love this.

no matter what you say you cant stop me from shipping starbok x hypster

I miss this.

(Source: iraffiruse)